rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

Demi Lovato

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    “I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
    Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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    Director: Michael D. Ratner
    Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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    1. Alisha saif

      Her saying she’s “fluid” my heart sank this is low key like a foreshadow. :(

    2. Madison X

      Her whole life just sounds complicated. From the stardom as a teen til now. I hope she pulls through tho

    3. Bruna Reivax

      You can almost say This is real This is she She's exactly where she's supposed to be now

    4. Aldora LaPlume

      She needs to ditch em all. Take her sister and travel the world and live a simplistic life. Work on a farm, or whatever. This life is NOT for her. Actually, it's not for anyone authentic.

    5. Violetta: My Story

      13:07 & 16:08

    6. Megan Brewer

      This made me ridiculously angry We've just sold the idea that addicts in recovery can use to millions of people. I, as a recovering addict, and an addiction counselor for children, am appalled.

    7. Nicole Maxwell

      I was also misdiagnosed with Bipolar but I was 14 at the time and I had no awareness to who I was or how I felt, I am now 26 and I have realized who I am and how I feel and that I am not bipolar but I have Borderline personality disorder and I 100% believe that is what Demi has. I hope she can be diagnosed correctly by someone who knows what they are doing and get the mental help she needs💜

    8. Leandro Centeno

      como puede ser que una mujer tan hermosa de corazon y pensamientos tenga que sufrir tantos altibajos? siempre pense que los famosos debian tener una perfecta vida pensando en que eran dioses de otro mundo a diferencia de nosotros pero lo que dijo Elton Jhon es muy cierto.. a fin de cuentas son humanos

    9. Bangtan Universe

      I hope Demi can find self- love, so she doesn't need to rely on anyone else for healing and reassurance.


      Thank you, Elton, for being honest and not trying bullshit the audience, like most of the other people in this documentary.

    11. Pink Hybrid Panda

      Honestly I don’t see the Bipolar Disorder in her. What I truly see is someone struggling with undiagnosed Borderline Personality Disorder.

    12. Paulo Brito

      She is a junkie! She seems so empty and lost. 😭

    13. EmmaPooXP

      No matter how you are now, past or even in the future, this illness will be a forever thing. Do not be scared of it, you are not alone. As long as you want to be sober, then you can only push yourself to wanting to be sober. Being a family member of an alcoholic was really hard to watch and try to help. But all you can do is support the decisions that they want for themselves. Demi, you seem like a very outgoing person and a strong woman to be able to fight through the thick and thin of things, but their is always a light at the end of the tunnel.

    14. Heather Hart

      I wish that everyone could focus more on how she is happy and free for once in her life rather than arguing over the steps she's taken to get here. Every word spoken here is brave and people are allowed to disagree, but let's be happy for her, just for a minute.

    15. melancícia

      This video sounds like a huge 28 minutes fake promise. Moderation does work. What i'm not sure is about the way they are doing it

      1. melancícia

        Like, time and trust, yeah, exactly what alcoholics always ask you

    16. B’Yanka McKenzie

      Tht haircut was so cute 👏🏾 Demi looked adorable & powerful & renewed.

    17. gucci b

      Omg that laugh at the end though 😆

    18. S Taylor

      I'm gonna have to agree with Elton John... I'm scared that Demi isn't sober even after almost dying a couple years ago. I can't say I trust her but we'll have to just wait and see :/

    19. Capri Spear

      At least she has money, not everyone who is addicted gets the chance to start over successfully

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    21. Allison Mccormick

      I am SO Proud of her for being honest and herself. Love you Demi 😘 stay strong

    22. Meisha Mom

      She is far from a role model model I would present to my kids about. Parents keep the kids away. She have nothing to offer but just a voice. just an entertainer! Nothing other than singing. People quit putting entertainers on a pedestals. It creates issues, drug addition, entitlement, elitist attitudes, talking down to people. They are nothing more than just people. Other people have serious problems that theses entertainers will never experience. Drug uses when you can’t handle something poor role model - geez - Self absorbed.

    23. Sabrina Foran

      Everyone in the comments should respectfully keep their opinions to themselves. This documentary was about healing. Let her heal!! Enough with the criticism.

    24. celed

      You can't solve an eating disorder with more restriction and more regulation. At its core, that is what an eating disorder is. You can't fix it by overmanaging your intake. It seems Demi found that out. And just as similarly, you can't solve addiction by using addictive substances. You cannot solve a disorder by using elements of that disorder.

    25. Lylyne C.

      These people are lying to her like wth is moderation ??? Lord, please watch over her !

    26. Oksana Shomalieva

      Psychotherapy helps. Deal with your inner war with yourself. Peace inside is the best thing.

    27. James Atkins

      This poor woamn still has huge issues. Her morals do not exist.

    28. Roi Aknin

      I'm really not sure about this moderation thing, but all I can do is trust her and hope for the best.

    29. naamia nadim

      Hey Demi!!!

    30. Jenifer Ball

      I'm really disappointed that i keep getting a message telling me that the video requires payment to watch

    31. SrtaKim

      Só eu que achei a Demi (27:12) a cara da cantora gospel Daniela Araújo??

    32. Angeline Vivas

      Just let her be guys, stop commenting things like “she shouldn’t drink blablabla” and I know what I am talking about, she needs to go through the moderation, I hope it works for her but why are you all saying bs ? Let her be

    33. Anjelika Tulalian

      loving demi moree

    34. Courtney Smith

      I am fighting addiction as well and I'm praying for you, I understand everything your going through and I believe in you

    35. The Bat Next Door

      Weed has helped me manage my addictive nature and keep my life on track. I am eternally grateful for it. I’m proud of her for doing what she needs to do to get inner peace.

    36. Rosangela Barreto de Oliveira

      Demi, sou do Brasil, e esse video no youtube chegou ate mim, e achei muito interessante sua sinceridade e amadurecimento em meio a tantas coisas que passou e passa. quero te oferecer se possivel minhas orações a Deus para que te fortaleça e que voce encontre em Cristo a paz para esse vazio que só voce conhece muito bem, Deus preencha sua vida de tal forma que não precisa de mais nada para ser totalmente completa, porque Cristo em sua vida é tudo. te amo e sou sua fã, estarei orando sempre , bjos

    37. Emily A

      Shes gonna end up having another relapse episode and end up doing another documentary trying to justify it. I wont be surprised

    38. Charming nowhere to hide

      temptations. That’s is how she is going to get better. Drinking and smoking weed won’t because she will always stay ‘in the past’

    39. J. Justin Zimmerman

      This is amazing! Big , Rich, Young Americans with their focus upon themselves. Boogie On You Guys. JJZ...(°¿.°`)...`}°;:^^:;«((

    40. Candid Cam _

      A while ago my mom told me she heard Demi was still using and i thought no, she can’t possibly be after what happened. It scares me to hear she isn’t clean. I’ve never struggled with substances so I can’t say I understand the tremendous struggle but Elton said exactly what I was thinking. You can’t pretend and say you know your limits when you almost died. I just really hope I don’t see bad news concerning her.

    41. Audenim Oshea

      It's so lovely just seeing the support, love and understanding other celebs have for each other sometimes. That's great.

    42. Lisa B.

      German Subtitles ?????????

    43. C Faz

      I pray Demi finds a partner that can love her for her personality and not hate her for her condition. So many are defined by their diagnosis and not by their soul, it is so sad...everyone deserves to be loved selflessly and to have an opportunity to give that love in return. Love you Demi!


      I don’t see demi living past 30

      1. Brit Lowkey

        She did it to herself

    45. GarynJanet

      I was expecting a super happy ending where she says she's gonna be sober forever. But I guess putting that expectation on her isn't fair. Just praying whatever direction she's taking with this works for her. 🙏🏾

    46. Natalie, don't

      Demi, we're with you ❤

    47. Tiff Q

      This was powerful and I love how we can see her growth. Yes we will fall but just like Demi we can get back up if we have the chance. It's funny because I also went through a hard time back in 2020 and i suffered and cried but as the days passed I began to heal... one day I looked at myself in the mirror. I wanted to start new and just like Demi I wanted to change the way I looked so I chopped my hair off like her. I felt free. People can have opinions but in the end we should not live by others opinions but our own. Thank you Demi.

    48. Ashton Nikolayev

      I struggle with my depression, anxiety, and eating disorder as well so that really hit home for me. She is loved so many. I hope she really does get better 💚💚 love you Demi

    49. Ana Carolina Benelli


    50. Holla Daze

      The problem with moderation is 1 beer can easily turn into 24 beers, 10 shots, an 8 ball of coke, Xanax, and heroin for the comedown. 1 beer can literally trigger that. And any alcoholic or addict will tell you this. I hope it works for her, but I can almost certainly say it won't. Stick with just weed.

    51. sade mcintee

      Damn I thought it was gonna be more episodes

    52. Meghan Helmich

      I was on generic vivitrol (naltrexone) when I got out of rehab for opiate addiction. I stayed on it for several years, but it was especially helpful in the beginning of my recovery because it prevented my cravings. And logically, it helped me reason with myself that anything I bought and took would be a total waste because I couldn't feel it.

    53. dan santos

      ai love uuu, from Brasil

    54. Nicole Simmons

      Wow this is heart breaking because I really feel for her. But saying moderation its like a two sided coin. I hope she really comes to terms that she almost died a cat with 9 lives not a lot of ppl are lucky enough to survive

    55. Vee Rodriguez

      Sir Elton John nailed it. However, addiction is such a complex thing to even begin to understand. To her, and those who suffer from addiction, its an ongoing battle. We can opinionated and speculate but her addiction is bigger than anything and just the fact that she is trying to be the best version of herself after facing these issues, is a plus. Just saying

    56. SunMoon Stars

      I wanna trust her but to be honest, I feel like she's still lost. I agree with sir Elton John, moderation does not work. I still feel sad about this

    57. Amanda Madrigal

      We love you Demi and pray for you to find happiness. You seem like a genuine person that just wants to be loved and love others. You are so worth living 💓💓💓

    58. mylene

      harm reduction

    59. Little Monster Xtreme

      I'm really hoping she gets the help she needs, Demi I'm keeping you in my prayers🙏🏻

    60. Anna Sincerbeaux

      This whole episode is so delusional and disappointing. Don't release a documentary to millions when you're still not well.

    61. Angel Garach

      I 100% agree with everything Elton said.

    62. Rachael McEvoy

      Love you Demi! Your an inspiration to so many!

    63. Brooke McLymond

      WTF is a watermelon cake? Those 2 words don't even go together.

    64. Julesbags

      Praying she continues to thrive.💜 Unsure re the misdiagnosed bipolar thing.. Hopefully that will continue to be in the discussions going forward.. much love and healing

    65. Dj Nicoly

      Perfeitaaa tks for that

    66. Lady of Winterfell

      Elton John out here being dead honest. I could never I’ve been clean four years and I can’t even drink cuz one is two then two is cocaine then cocaine is heroin. Or hit one bowl then one bowl is two then two bowls is heroin. Everything leads to my drug of choice and I know what I want if I do drink it’s not the feeling I want so I go straight to what I want. Heroin. But I guess maybe it does work for others idk

    67. Daniella

      Her family is naive AF if they think she can stay clean by only drinking or doing drugs in "moderation". Are we going to have another "I'm sober" doc in a few years. Demi stan for life, but looks like we will have another "sober" doc in the future.

    68. Morgan Melanie

      Her Laugh at the end was so epic! so full of life :)

    69. kora _kaos

      the part where she cut her hair off was so amazing, i literally started crying because she looked so happy to finally cut it off. ngl i started listening to her music earlier this week and i'm already obsessed proud of you demi

    70. Balance Health Wellness Music

      Beautiful for you having the courage to voice your true self.

    71. Winnie M

      Girl who you need is Laura Clery. Cause the people around you are sorta puppets in your show...

    72. Danielle Strong

      I can drink in moderation but I do not have an addictive personality... so whatevr works for her

    73. Heather JulietteRose

      Demi is just trying what works for her. I get it. I myself went from drinking half a bottle to a bottle of wine a night to now 1 glass.

    74. Heather JulietteRose

      Wow Demi is so pretty in those shots where she isnt wearing makeup

    75. M S

      This was sad to watch

    76. M S

      An alcoholic can't drink in moderation ... like drugs aside the alcohol alone

    77. Alexis Rodriguez

      "one size does not fit all"-Harm Reduction

    78. Emma Boudreau

      Was this the last episode ?

    79. Ronnie Stewart Jr

      8:14 I love them 🥰😭🥰

    80. Mayling

      I hope she goes back to being 100% sober. Weed is a drug too.

    81. Savannah Marie

      Okay but your hair is everything. IT SUITS YOU SO WELL DEMI!

    82. L C

      I think this is more to tell her full truth and to let us know she’s not fully sober but she’s trying to get there but she can’t she’s got an addictive personality so it’s going to be hard . I just pray she never ends up in the position she was in before 🙏🏼

    83. BeastWitcher

      Demi i love you,respect from Belarus

    84. Cindy Jenkins

      So proud of you. Stay strong 💪 You got this gorgeous 💕

    85. Susanna Rassatti

      I am so curious how Is Susie cake!? Becouse i am italian and i do not know that cake, It Is the First Time i Heard about that! I am such a foodie with sweet toot 😋

    86. Shannon Connor

      I feel like they are all just saying this because they know they won’t have a long time with her. Moderation doesn’t work.

    87. Kaitlan Willis

      Ive listen to met him last night and dancing with the devil and now watching the last episode im crying for her that ordeal is unbelievable cant believe how much shes been through #keepfightingthefight yoy are so strong 🤍🤍🤍

    88. Erika M

      We love Sir Elton!

    89. Destiny Jubilee

      I think she never learned how to drink not to get emotional relief- the thing people don’t understand is outside substances shouldn’t be used to gain relief or else you absolutely will abuse them. Not worried about the weed but even then...

    90. Florencia Do Canto

      Tu puedes Demi!!

    91. superlibbyanne

      I paid for a cloud like that online and I was ripped off. Some person in China took my money and laughed.

    92. Paulina Jarosz

      Somehow, despite of what they say, you can see what the sisters think about the moderation thing. Elton said it best.

    93. lindsey burnes

      I find the way ppl that work for celebrities and act around them creep me out. Also the rules celebrities make everyone abide odd

    94. Cristian A Nuñez

      Love you

    95. ♡Princess♡

      Watermelon cakes..🥺

    96. Lgc 1385

      I’ll always be concerned about her, but I’m glad people are speaking up about 1) addiction recovery having to be YOUR choice not pressured, forced, etc. and 2) that there are many ways to go about with sobriety. Whether it’s moderation, completely being cut off substances, or any other way, not every way works for every person. And unfortunately not everyone will be able to be completely clean. Not everyone can do it. And yes it may lead to a worse relapse but as we saw with her father, some people just cannot stop. I can only hope she doesn’t feel the need to go back to harder drugs.

    97. niya jones

      All of y’all acting like it’s everyone else’s job to make sure she stays sober and calling her friends enablers, it’s not up to them. They said it plenty of times, you can’t force a person into sobriety and everyone has tried it multiple times. Nobody is responsible for Demi’s sobriety except Demi, everyone else is just being nice and watching out for her. If she’s gonna drink she’s gonna drink whether or not people tell her not to. It’s better to just have your friends there’s for you when you fall then to keep burning yourself out trying to take care of someone who doesnt take care of themselves.

    98. Jlah Alexaria

      Her mom is so annoying the money has to be blocking her common sense bc ain’t no way

    99. bodoti qwiu

      Elton Knows the truth ..the “relief” She wants is peace within - you won’t get that with ANYTHING outside of yourself

    100. TheHoodooHottie